Wakey wakey sleepyheads!!!

Sigh...what a morning to sleep in..which is why im pretty sure most of u are snuggling in your beds still. Unfortunately for me, Im up and typing away.

The sound of the monitors keys, the colleagues greeting the gloomy rainy morning as u make your way to your desk and the thought of the weekend being....TODay!!!!yay!! *can't wait*

happy shud start later a bit tonite for me.


`xoxo

Rawr rawr rawr...do u hear the tiger??!!!

Happy CNY to all..may this year bring to us prosperity, good health, wealth, success,happiness and many more!!


How has the past four days of CNY been for all of u who are celebrating?
Mine has been pretty alright...didnt really go visiting with mom n dad lots this year..leaving just the two of them visiting their friends most of the time as I pretty much went out with friends most days.

The first day of CNY this year coincides with valentine's day. Hope it went well, if not, very good for all of u. Some ppl are thankful that it coincides with CNY, some hated it, some were anxiuosly waiting for it, some even forgotten about the day itself all together.Nevertheless, everyday shud be a day to show your affection and appreaciation to your loved ones, not only during that one day every year.

This CNY is rather different, apart from the additional CNY wishes...the ppl around me added their wishes with wishing me luck in the career world. Yes, I have graduated..and it's whole new road ahead of me. The fourh day of CNY marks my first day at work in KCh. Yess...4th day of CNY!!!! I hate it as everyone else is still visiting, gambling away n having fun while i have to wake up early. Today's my second and the only thing that makes me really hapyis when the clock strucks 5!! woohhoooo!! i know..i sounded like a spoilt brat. *still trying to get use...*

ZZzzzz...nearly fall asleep so many times today!! hOpe the coffee during lunch works. Tick tock tick tock...5 o'clock pls come faster!! ;)



PS: hello..how r u doin? I thought i didnt see u for a while.




till then
xoxo

:::back:::

Bonjour Ppl!!

I'm back. Sorry for abandoning it. been busy, lazy and nothing much has been happening..or at least i reckoned. As of now, i'll try to update whenever i can. Hope all of u out there are doing as well.

20 days to xmas yo!! It's the holiday season again. Do u hear the jingle bells??


xoxo <3

Because...
she is an
ARIES
too.

no wonder all looks good
feels right

double happiness yo!!!

all my ♥!!

xoxo

Really??
Seriously??
Did u really think so??
Did that really cross your mind?

ohh dear....!!~~~

shud i even say more?
will it make a difference?






-me-

Fast enough.
now i feel sick...
if this is how the game is played,
so be it,
may the best win.


xoxo
`me

t!m3 is what i MAY not have

You
need
to
make
a
decision
FAST!!!!



You.You.You.
Yes YOU!!!
Quick!!




with ♥
~*me*~

has the devil change for real or is it just another game ?

" Ahh ... who knew the MotherChucker could also play fairy godmother. But if the MotherChucker just made the Queen's dreams come true, why does it feel like the queen is standing with the wrong king...? "



u. know.u.love.me
`xoxo

* A quick update as i feel a little hard working now. LOL. *


I've watched Transformers the day it came out in Melb. I reckoned it was good. Go watch go watch for those who havent. I <3 Megan Fox..she's hawwttt!!

anyways, nothing much going on since after exams. but it's good as i am currently on a sleep repayment scheme. hehehe..have been so sleep deprived before the exams and pula cant sleep the night before exams. my biological is so screwed up and so is my body. The cough n flu is taking my body down...but thankfully it's the normal winter cold bug. Thought i would have build up my resistance as i fell sick too last winter...but who knows??? Grrr...!!


anyways, im'ma head to bed. will update soonish again.

meanwhile, take good k peeps.

nite nite :)


till then,
xoxo

it's that feeling
when i saw it for myself
for no apparent reason i feel that way
yet no harmless intentions
it's happiness plus with....
nope, not sadness definitely...
nah, i dunno how to describe the feeling...
human nature i suppose?
nevertheless, it's a good thing
im happy, u r happy, we r all happy :)


no point trying to think of the word that i myself can't even describe.


`xoxo

a.l.m.o.s.t

Can you tell me
How can one miss what she's never had
How could I reminisce when there is no past
How could I have memories of being happy with you boy
Could someone tell me how can this be
How could my mind pull up incidents
Recall dates and times that never happened
How could we celebrate a love that's too late
And how could I really mean the words I'm bout to say

[Chorus:]
I missed the times that we almost shared
I miss the love that was almost there
I miss the times that we use to kiss
At least in my dreams
Just let me take the time and reminisce
I miss the times that we never had
What happened to us we were almost there
Whoever said it's impossible to miss when you never had
Never almost had you

I cannot believe I let you go
Or what I should say I shoulda grabbed you up and never let you go
I shoulda went out with you
I shoulda made you my bop boy
Yes that's one time I shoulda broke the rules
I shoulda went on a date
Shoulda found a way to escape
Shoulda turned a almost into
If it happened now its to0 late
How could I celebrate a love that wasn't real
And if it didn't happen why does my heart feel

[Chorus:]
I missed the times that we almost shared
I miss the love that was almost there
I miss the times that we use to kiss
At least in my dreams
Just let me take the time and reminisce
I miss the times that we never had
What happened to us we were almost there
Whoever said it's impossible to miss when you never had
Never almost had you

And you seem to be the perfect one for me
You
You're all that I ever wanted
And you're my everything yes its true
Boy its hard to be close to you
My love
I know it may sound crazy
But I'm in love with you

[Chorus:]
I missed the times that we almost shared
I miss the love that was almost there
I miss the times that we use to kiss
At least in my dreams
Just let me take the time and reminisce
I miss the times that we never had
What happened to us we were almost there
Whoever said it's impossible to miss when you never had
Never almost had you

I missed the times that we almost shared
I miss the love that was almost there
I miss the times that we use to kiss
At least in my dreams
Just let me take the time and reminisce
I miss the times that we never had
What happened to us we were almost there
Whoever said its impossible to miss when you never had
Never, never almost had you

with luv,
xoxo!

It's funny how it may seem
Something that used to be so familiar to u has now become foreign
Something that you've always done...is now making u nervous and scared to do it again
Something that you were once very sure of is now giving you second thoughts
Or...
Some people who were once so close to you have now become... strangers?
Some people whom were always there for u..are now gone
Some people whom u once were able to share whatnot, from sad sappy stories to colourful rainbow joys... have now make u question yourself as to whether or not that person wants to hear from u
Some people whom u once had so much in common to talk about, well..conversations have now gone from MUCH to a simple "hi" and awkward pauses
Some people whom u once used to share all your secrets with, are now not even talking to u


I'm sure to most, these could be something familiar. Most of you have experienced most of it or at least something similar, i presumed. So many questions but no answers. Often we wonder why and look back at it as to how this could happened. Most of the time, we usually never really get the answer we are looking for. Especially if it relates to humans. Yes...HUMANS. It is how funny how humans are. Humans are complicated. Each and everyone of us. The only similar trait we have in common is, we are all DIFFERENT. In every way and manner.

sometimes, thinking, hoping and praying may be the only best thing u can do.




`me

just a quickie....


I've just finished watching He's Just Not That Into You.
I know i know..so outdated.
bUt thumbs up for da' movie..good one..!!!
so so true...couldn't agree more.


On second thought, i know i have been MIA. well, it's the time of the sem again for me as it is for most of u. Assignments and tests..... Just handed one in today. another one to strike of my list. umm, well, not the end of it..there is still work that needs to be done.

Monday got test summo...sighh!! and being sick while having to study and do assignment is not funny at all....nope..totally not.

Wish me luck! all the best to those of u in the same boat or sitting for their finals now.
for now, it's back to work.




PS: he's just not that into you, so.... breathe it, live it, understand it.


much love,
xoxo

apple juice and cocoa

around the same a year ago,
naiveness, first time excitement and the feeling of missing overshadowed
creating a somewhat mixture of sweet and sour
like apple juice...sweet but having a slight sour end

today, at the very same place,
same familiar ambiance and corner
the heart does not feel what it felt it felt a year ago
adaption works with time
the circumstances influence your thoughts
changes occurs and change perceptions
people come, people go
memories created, photographs taken
but that was the last of it
time made it bitter sweet, like a cocoa


still sitting at the same spot
but with entirely different views of life
glancing out at the bright sunny weather
a smile creeps on the face
we don't know what tomorrow brings
life is just so unexpected
who would have thought?
yes, a has year passed....
we all try to adapt with life and move on
even when u have to say a bitter sweet goodbye
to everything you've known in this place






Enjoy today and what the day brings, don't waste TODAY worrying about TOMORROW.


with luv,
me

LOVE..... afterall, is a game..

Question is, are u game??

Being humans, we do, more often than not, feel scared and insecure. And we cant help it..no matter how much u try to stop thinking about it. Hence, i believe there sure is a good reason as to why we all feel that way.

Like a game of snake and ladders or monopoly, we all hope to win. Truth is, no one likes to lose.

People always try to search for clues and try testing the waters a bit before getting into a relationship or deciding whether to get into one. This, sadly, does not necessarily mean that there are sparks flying or chemistry unleashed between both people as this may just be a method one party uses to see how far he/she is accepted or means in the other person's life. To some, the result will boost their ego and self-esteem whereas some would merely only enjoy the process. More often than not, the other party, if happens to have some positive feelings might probably drop hints or by actions show reassurance or any sort of positive reply. Sometimes, the party who started the game might actually freak out and move a step backward. This may be due to the initiating party realising that he/she probably couldn't give as much or is actually not ready to be in a relationship afterall.

When this happens, because of one party's curiousity or eagerness to search for an answer, without realising, you've hurt the other person and turning him/her into a selfish person who now guards and protects his/her heart with extra extra TLC. Being made known the reason, no one can blame the victim as he/she would obviously give more to protect his/her heart that has once been given out to be scrutinized. Unintentionally and effortlessly, this may lead to them victimizing the next heart in line. That is why there are so many broken souls and hearts out there.








PS: This post is inspired by one of the blogs i frequently visit. i feel that she speaks my mind and her writings are my thoughts exactly. although i may not know her, i somehow feel that i can relate to her in some ways.


love always
~me

people always leave - OTH

" Why can't we get all the people together in the world that we really like and then just stay together? I guess that wouldn't work. Someone would leave. Someone always leaves. Then we would have to say good-bye. I hate good-byes. I know what I need. I need more hellos. "

-Charles M. Schulz

hazelnut & caramel ~15310309

xoxo
`mE

| definitely.maybe |

I just finished watching Definitely, Maybe.
It's good..it's good. Loving it so much.
Highly recommended.
I like Isla Fisher in the movie tooo and oh...Ryan Reynolds!!!




Will : Just shut up! Here... I wanna marry you because you're the first person I wanna look at when I wake up in the morning, and the only one I wanna kiss goodnight. Because the first time that I saw these hands, I couldn't imagine not being able to hold them. But mainly, when you love someone as much as I love you, getting married is the only thing left to do. So, will you, um, marry me?
April : Definitely. Maybe.

April: (on relationships) “Forget about the “real” deal. You don’t find it, it finds you…you know, when you are ready for marriage, a mortgage…(other examples)...the person that you are with THEN is the one.

Will: “So, it’s not WHO; it’s WHEN?”

I might re-watch. I am quite silly. I had the movie in my laptop for quite a while now and completely forgot about it. I've let such a good movie lying in my laptop at bay. Luckily, i was reminded by a friend or else..i probably still would not have realised.



Anyhow, I think I'm going to bed.

Good nite, ppl !




PS: Daylight savings end in in about 7 mins.



xoxo
-me

::: on two different accounts :::

Oh well, it was just another day.
Where the below took place.


*** On MSN this afternoon ***

HE says:
OMG!!!! u r WORKING!!!!
the PRINCESS!!!!
did U eye a LV bag tat u muz have?
lunch time princess...chat in a while
buhbye
n ɑ t a l i e says:
okie dokie
ttyl
hahaha..i quitted dy

an hour or so later...

HE says:
SO FAS QUIT?????
n ɑ t a l i e says:
hahaha
cant stand them
wahahah
so spoilt brat hor??
teruk ah me
HE says:
HMMM...mayb a bit
but were u paid bad??
n ɑ t a l i e says:
hahaha
way way bad ok
n do everything summo
overwork underpaid
and when i told ppl n frens i worked
they were like
ha?? u work
how come..cant believe le
u don have the working face they all say
aduhmak!!!
HE says:
HAHAHA
C...nt jz me say
n ɑ t a l i e says:
ya lor...
haihsss....
why la...
HE says:
duno le...mayb u oways v princess like??
hehee


.....
what???!!! alamakzz!!! adakah???
seemed like ppl perceived me that way...would only work if i needed to own something so badly.
many many ppl have given me the same response, both close friends and acquaintances.
really need "working" face ka?? hhhmmmpphhhhh...!!!!

But seriously, i miss this friend. Miss having him around in the midst of outings, his loud voice and his sense of humour. sighhh..those were the days. either way, i shall see u soon, when u come here or i go back. :)


the next one, is just ROFL....

SHE says:
tis mornin vry funny...i 4got to tell u
ssaa gives away d cereal 4 breakfast rite...hehehe
n ɑ t a l i e says:
again?
SHE says:
when i pass by they were shouting "FREE BREAKFAST!!!"
lol
n ɑ t a l i e says:
i knw
dat day also like dat
SHE says:
den d guy sat nxt to me vry funny lo....i didnt c him wif d plate
suddenly during breaktime...he took out d plate wif cereals
n pour milk on it
beeh tahan
n ɑ t a l i e says:
ahahahaha
LOL
he hid his plate
SHE says:
i tink so...duno where he hides them
n ɑ t a l i e says:
hahah
but so funny la
like doraemon
SHE says:
hahaha
n ɑ t a l i e says:
got pocket ajaib
SHE says:
multiprpose pocket
n ɑ t a l i e says:
wrong wrong...
kantung ajaib
SHE says:
d cereal suddenly appear 1 on d table n d milk
n ɑ t a l i e says:
aduhmak
funny la
SHE says:
got spoon sumore le



LOL. yes. just another plain random, wu-liaw day.


-yours truly

can u hear the earth cry?

Thought of the day :
" Fear isn't an excuse to come to a standstill. It's the impetus to step up and strike."


I did my part... (=
to save the earth
way before 8.30 pm tonight, i switched off my lights
i've turned off all lights in my apartment

it's a breezy night...
initially, i planned to have a long warm slow bath as i wasn't able to work with the lights off
in the end, i ended up with a glass of wine, few scoops of ice-cream with choc sauce, a slice of my birthday cake and a good girl company
afterall, a girl would never complain having a good girl company
sighhh..i miss my girls
i miss hanging out with them n spending quality girl time
even if it means just doing nothing, bumming around or talking crap
eventually, i couldn't finish the cake so i had to put it back into the fridge
as i opened the fridge, the dim orangy light aided me as i searched for a place to slot in my unfinished slice
i'm grateful for energy and electricity
it really helps us live conveniently that at some point, we usually take them for grated


Earth Hour is a good cause. should be held more often..



Okay, shower time. Nice long warm bath...here i come :)
i know i still owe pics..spare me pls.. test on monday..huhuhu..and my day has been quite unproductive. :S



xoxo
`muaks

= (

I'm upset.
No...i'm angry.
Erm...well, not ANGRY angry u know....
Nvm..i think im annoyed.

I've just check my mail and received birthday cards from 3 of my close friends from Kch.
my cards are quite squashed by the time they reach my hands
sighh..can these people be more gentle and handle my cards with TLC???

hmmmpphhh...im a bit cranky and grumpy i believe. this must have been caused by the lack of sleep and workload piling up. dang dang dang!!!




Nevertheless, thank u for those cards...they really made my day. My happiness level is more than my annoyed level....LOL. Also, thank u for the texts, wishes, calls, presents and surprises.
I haven't have time to upload pics.

will do soon!

love ya all to bits! you know i do.



xoxo,
hugs & kisses