Because...
she is an
ARIES
too.

no wonder all looks good
feels right

double happiness yo!!!

all my ♥!!

xoxo

Really??
Seriously??
Did u really think so??
Did that really cross your mind?

ohh dear....!!~~~

shud i even say more?
will it make a difference?






-me-

t!m3 is what i MAY not have

You
need
to
make
a
decision
FAST!!!!



You.You.You.
Yes YOU!!!
Quick!!




with ♥
~*me*~

it's that feeling
when i saw it for myself
for no apparent reason i feel that way
yet no harmless intentions
it's happiness plus with....
nope, not sadness definitely...
nah, i dunno how to describe the feeling...
human nature i suppose?
nevertheless, it's a good thing
im happy, u r happy, we r all happy :)


no point trying to think of the word that i myself can't even describe.


`xoxo

a.l.m.o.s.t

Can you tell me
How can one miss what she's never had
How could I reminisce when there is no past
How could I have memories of being happy with you boy
Could someone tell me how can this be
How could my mind pull up incidents
Recall dates and times that never happened
How could we celebrate a love that's too late
And how could I really mean the words I'm bout to say

[Chorus:]
I missed the times that we almost shared
I miss the love that was almost there
I miss the times that we use to kiss
At least in my dreams
Just let me take the time and reminisce
I miss the times that we never had
What happened to us we were almost there
Whoever said it's impossible to miss when you never had
Never almost had you

I cannot believe I let you go
Or what I should say I shoulda grabbed you up and never let you go
I shoulda went out with you
I shoulda made you my bop boy
Yes that's one time I shoulda broke the rules
I shoulda went on a date
Shoulda found a way to escape
Shoulda turned a almost into
If it happened now its to0 late
How could I celebrate a love that wasn't real
And if it didn't happen why does my heart feel

[Chorus:]
I missed the times that we almost shared
I miss the love that was almost there
I miss the times that we use to kiss
At least in my dreams
Just let me take the time and reminisce
I miss the times that we never had
What happened to us we were almost there
Whoever said it's impossible to miss when you never had
Never almost had you

And you seem to be the perfect one for me
You
You're all that I ever wanted
And you're my everything yes its true
Boy its hard to be close to you
My love
I know it may sound crazy
But I'm in love with you

[Chorus:]
I missed the times that we almost shared
I miss the love that was almost there
I miss the times that we use to kiss
At least in my dreams
Just let me take the time and reminisce
I miss the times that we never had
What happened to us we were almost there
Whoever said it's impossible to miss when you never had
Never almost had you

I missed the times that we almost shared
I miss the love that was almost there
I miss the times that we use to kiss
At least in my dreams
Just let me take the time and reminisce
I miss the times that we never had
What happened to us we were almost there
Whoever said its impossible to miss when you never had
Never, never almost had you

with luv,
xoxo!

It's funny how it may seem
Something that used to be so familiar to u has now become foreign
Something that you've always done...is now making u nervous and scared to do it again
Something that you were once very sure of is now giving you second thoughts
Or...
Some people who were once so close to you have now become... strangers?
Some people whom were always there for u..are now gone
Some people whom u once were able to share whatnot, from sad sappy stories to colourful rainbow joys... have now make u question yourself as to whether or not that person wants to hear from u
Some people whom u once had so much in common to talk about, well..conversations have now gone from MUCH to a simple "hi" and awkward pauses
Some people whom u once used to share all your secrets with, are now not even talking to u


I'm sure to most, these could be something familiar. Most of you have experienced most of it or at least something similar, i presumed. So many questions but no answers. Often we wonder why and look back at it as to how this could happened. Most of the time, we usually never really get the answer we are looking for. Especially if it relates to humans. Yes...HUMANS. It is how funny how humans are. Humans are complicated. Each and everyone of us. The only similar trait we have in common is, we are all DIFFERENT. In every way and manner.

sometimes, thinking, hoping and praying may be the only best thing u can do.




`me

a reason.a season.a lifetime

"People come into your life for a reason, a season, or a lifetime. When you figure out which it is, you know exactly what to do."

People come into your life for
a Reason
a Season
or a Lifetime.


When you know which one it is,
you will know what to do for that person.
When someone is in your life for a REASON,
it is usually to meet a need you have expressed.

They have come to assist you through a difficulty,
to provide you with guidance and support,
to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually.
They may seem like a godsend and they are.

They are there for the reason you need them to be.
Then,
without any wrongdoing on your part
or at an inconvenient time,
this person will say or do something
to bring the relationship to an end.
Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away.
Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand.
What we must realize is that our need has been met,
our desire fulfilled, their work is done.
The prayer you sent up has been answered
and now it is time to move on.

Some people come into your life for a SEASON,
because your turn has come to share, grow or learn.
They bring you an experience of peace or make you laugh.
They may teach you something you have never done.
They usually give you an unbelievable amount of joy.
Believe it, it is real.
But only for a season.

LIFETIME relationships teach you lifetime lessons,
things you must build upon in order
to have a solid emotional foundation.
Your job is to accept the lesson,
love the person
and put what you have learned to use
in all other relationships and areas of your life.
It is said that love is blind but friendship is clairvoyant.

Thank you for being a part of my life,
whether you were a Reason, a Season or a Lifetime.







with love,
-xoxo-

apple juice and cocoa

around the same a year ago,
naiveness, first time excitement and the feeling of missing overshadowed
creating a somewhat mixture of sweet and sour
like apple juice...sweet but having a slight sour end

today, at the very same place,
same familiar ambiance and corner
the heart does not feel what it felt it felt a year ago
adaption works with time
the circumstances influence your thoughts
changes occurs and change perceptions
people come, people go
memories created, photographs taken
but that was the last of it
time made it bitter sweet, like a cocoa


still sitting at the same spot
but with entirely different views of life
glancing out at the bright sunny weather
a smile creeps on the face
we don't know what tomorrow brings
life is just so unexpected
who would have thought?
yes, a has year passed....
we all try to adapt with life and move on
even when u have to say a bitter sweet goodbye
to everything you've known in this place






Enjoy today and what the day brings, don't waste TODAY worrying about TOMORROW.


with luv,
me

LOVE..... afterall, is a game..

Question is, are u game??

Being humans, we do, more often than not, feel scared and insecure. And we cant help it..no matter how much u try to stop thinking about it. Hence, i believe there sure is a good reason as to why we all feel that way.

Like a game of snake and ladders or monopoly, we all hope to win. Truth is, no one likes to lose.

People always try to search for clues and try testing the waters a bit before getting into a relationship or deciding whether to get into one. This, sadly, does not necessarily mean that there are sparks flying or chemistry unleashed between both people as this may just be a method one party uses to see how far he/she is accepted or means in the other person's life. To some, the result will boost their ego and self-esteem whereas some would merely only enjoy the process. More often than not, the other party, if happens to have some positive feelings might probably drop hints or by actions show reassurance or any sort of positive reply. Sometimes, the party who started the game might actually freak out and move a step backward. This may be due to the initiating party realising that he/she probably couldn't give as much or is actually not ready to be in a relationship afterall.

When this happens, because of one party's curiousity or eagerness to search for an answer, without realising, you've hurt the other person and turning him/her into a selfish person who now guards and protects his/her heart with extra extra TLC. Being made known the reason, no one can blame the victim as he/she would obviously give more to protect his/her heart that has once been given out to be scrutinized. Unintentionally and effortlessly, this may lead to them victimizing the next heart in line. That is why there are so many broken souls and hearts out there.








PS: This post is inspired by one of the blogs i frequently visit. i feel that she speaks my mind and her writings are my thoughts exactly. although i may not know her, i somehow feel that i can relate to her in some ways.


love always
~me

I'm drawing circles
and i keep repeating it
i dunno why..but yes...
that was what came into my mind at this point


i'm so friggin annoyed with online applications
supa frustrated...
truth be told.... i m the one with the problem
i don't qualify



PS: I won't bug u, i'll retire to my comfort zone.




`mwah

Is there such a thing where one can be purely ignorant
is it that one just merely choose to turn a blind eye
But how can someone be so ignorant and believe that everything is perfectly fine?
or at least..where did they get the strength to be so strongly ignorant?



HUhuhu..am i making any sense?? No rite?? it's okay..excuse me.
i shall digress and do my homework.
sighh..i still have class tomorrow...sad lar can? :(





-me-

i realised i've been posting random posts lately.
no worries...i'm alright.
i am thankful to have my blog
i love me blog
for now, my blog is my playground.
i play and do whatever i like here
just let me be.



-me-

ever-changing

umm,
he-llooooooo....
what is this??
it's like the melbourne wind is it?
when it comes, it comes
a whole big gust
giving u chills and goosebumps
sending strands of hair all over your face
and if u happen to be wearing a skirt,
u've got to hold tight to it sweetie
and it goes away silently
without u knowing or realising
it just stopped
gone....
making u wonder, why the sudden change?
it came uninvited and left without a sign
No, it wasn't requested and yet it just happened
gone with the wind is what they say
leaving u clueless and unsure with no obvious answer.











as always,
`me

i had a dream...a song to sing?

Last night, i had a dream.
3 dreams all together
all different dreams
causing me to wake up in the middle of the night 3 times after each dream
i remember i woke up feeling a little afraid
what do they mean??
are they interrelated?
is it conveying a message or....
is it hinting something?

or am i just thinking too much???!!


maybe i've been tired lately.



-me