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I'm an ordinary girl, just like other typical girls. I take life as it is, good or bad, easy or hard and i enjoy the finest things in life. After all,it would be a real waste not to. Life's short, enjoy and live it the way u want it.

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Location: Kuching, Sarawak, Malaysia

I feel contented and blessed. God gave me a wonderful and lovely family.I also feel loved bcoz He gave me lotsa great friends that care and are always there for me no matter what the weather outside may be and am also grateful for each and every person that He wants me to meet.Most of all, i'm thankful for the blessings that He has showered and the beautiful, finest things that I appreaciate and enjoy in life.

Saturday, June 30, 2007

I received Sun’s sms just now saying that she has just reached Sabah. Good to know that. Waaaa…..! Missing u already gurl. If u have holiday and come back, come back quick ya…We are waiting for u. Kch’s a bit diff w/o u. haha...lolx.no la…more like our usual gurl’s nite outs will be diff w/o u. haha…anywayz, do keep in touch and tell us all bout your life in Sabah once u have more or less settle down k…=)

My readers have complained that my blog lack pictures noadays. Haha..which is quite true. Nowadays, u see more words, in which most of it are my typical daily ramblings which I suppose will bore u to death. haha..okay..okay…no more words..!!

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Hoho….sorry la, need words to describe wad… =P




Country court’s famous roast chicken




Black pepper Lamb




Fried Bean curd with mayo



Local jungle product, bidin with belacan



Camera shy, bah!


After that, we proceeded to Isabella. The area was a bit ‘terpencil’ but don’t judge a book by its cover, because the interior looks nice and it’s very comfy.




My three lovely angels



The two main characters of the nite who are leaving for Sabah



Laydiez~



Aileen & Me (w/o flash bah…coz sum ppl complain my flash is too bright. Grrr..!)



Natalie & Manda



Again. We juz love taking pics…=P



The pretty devil beside me. Do u love her? haha..i do.

(PS: Is it true that our poses are always the same in every photo?)

Xoxo

~me

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Thursday, June 28, 2007

Complications

When God created humankind

He did not promise us that life will be a bed of roses

Yes, and we all know that

Even if there are pretty roses all over

Neither of us can deny that those pretty roses come with thorns

Thorns which are sharp and mostly hidden

As simple as some things in life may be

There still are some questions that will remained unanswered

Hopes and dreams that never come true

Lies that are unrevealed

Or promises that have been broken


Still, as humans we have to take it as it is

As there is nothing much that can be done

If destiny is called that way

And sometimes there is really nothing you could do anymore

When deciding the next move is beyond your power

You can try to adjourn time at the junction

But eventually you would still have to choose

Taking the right turn and the left turn does not seem to matter anymore

Because no matter which turn you choose

It sure is the ending you do not hope for

As you tread down the roads

You can’t help but only wonder

What lies ahead at the end of the turn

And wonder if you would ever see the sun or the rainbow again.

-me-

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I think i'm addicted to Grey's Anatomy. Like watching it. Anywayz, who wouldnt? It's a great TV series. And..they usually use nice songs. Here's another one besides Snow Patrol's Chasing Cars.

- How To Save A Life by The Fray-

Step one you say we need to talk
He walks you say sit down it's just a talk
He smiles politely back at you
You stare politely right on through
Some sort of window to your right
As he goes left and you stay right
Between the lines of fear and blame
And you begin to wonder why you came

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

Let him know that you know best
Cause after all you do know best
Try to slip past his defense
Without granting innocence
Lay down a list of what is wrong
The things you've told him all along
And pray to God he hears you

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

As he begins to raise his voice
You lower yours and grant him one last choice
Drive until you lose the road
Or break with the ones you've followed
He will do one of two things
He will admit to everything
Or he'll say he's just not the same
And you'll begin to wonder why you came

Where did I go wrong (where did I go wrong), I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up (I would of stayed up) with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

As Always,
~me

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Wednesday, June 27, 2007


My little monkey is back. Oh yes, I have been looking for her but someone seems to be busy. Nah, just pulling your leg. I know the reason. hohoho….but sad to say, she’s leaving again this Saturday. Hey baby gal, I feel sad for you. Sorry to hear of what happen and there’s nothing much I, no… , we can do to help. Stay strong gal. I know it’s hard for you. No matter where u are, just know that we are always here for you and supporting u k... We are not very far apart, only many many miles larh… but still have phone ma rite? Just go to Sabah and try it out…remember, GOD has plans for you k…Need not worry too much. Just leave it unto his mighty hands and trust in Him. I’ ll see u tonite I hope, if not sure anytime soon k…=)

Hugz & Kisses,

~me

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Tuesday, June 26, 2007

Hurray...!

As free as a bird!

hohohoho…FLY!!!

XinYi & Adrian, Happy Anniversary u two…~

Lots of luv,

-me-

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Tuesday, June 19, 2007


After contract law test today, we went to the airport to send sunnie off and to say our goodbyes. Today is the day sunnie is leaving for KL.Aiyoh..this gal arh..u noe, we were all there earlier than her as if we were the ones boarding the plane. She herself pula came later than us. still have to wait so long for her...lol. sun, cannot be like dat anymo. Go to uni already..haha..Hmm, at this hour she should already reached KL. Hope she adapts well there and all the best to her. =) Keep in touch gurl!

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Soooo far, CA test was....was... erm, how to say arh? Erm, i answered most of it the questions but not too sure if i did it right. Owh..and theory part..i dunno how to write. This time, even my creativity wont help. Lol. how to write "berbunga-bunga" for corporate acc?hahaxx. Then today, my contract law, it's open book. yes..open book. supposedly sounds easy aite..? hoho but, even with books opened, i cant be entirely sure if what i wrote is right or what my lecturer wants to see.and, mine wasnt as long as the others. probably the shortest of them all. Sigh. haiyah..so "fan" la....Hmpph! i only hope i can pass all 4 subjects. Im not asking more. next test is MDM on fri and the last one will be e-biz on monday. Wish me luck readers~


with luv,
-me-

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Thursday, June 14, 2007


Had been watching Grey's Anatomy and they kept playing this song in the movie. It's been in my head the whole day. If u are a fan of this or had been watching it, then u should know this song brings many nice memories for the interns. Anywayz, great song~








We'll do it all
Everything
On our own

We don't need
Anything
Or anyone

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

I don't quite know
How to say
How I feel

Those three words
Are said too much
They're not enough

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life

Let's waste time
Chasing cars
Around our heads

I need your grace
To remind me
To find my own

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life

All that I am
All that I ever was
Is here in your perfect eyes, they're all I can see

I don't know where
Confused about how as well
Just know that these things will never change for us at all

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

*Snow Patrol-Chasing Cars*

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Wednesday, June 13, 2007

Of chairs and police cars

I was in council room this afternoon asking kai to explain some things to me. All of a sudden, Roy, I think, came bursting into the room telling us a fight had just occurred downstairs. According to him, some guys were throwing chairs and hitting one another. One party, if I didn’t hear wrongly, was a bunch of international students. Fabiola who was also there, wanted to go down and see but the guys told us when things like this happen, we should stay away and mind our own business. Not long after it happened, we saw many ppl including the management and of cos, there was Maggie who were among the many crowding in front of the canteen. Later, someone shouted that the police were here. So all of us kepo ppl, rushed to the window only to catch the glimpse of the police car driving off escorted by our swinburne’s unser. Lolx. Scary le. The management must have called the police. I think all my time in swin, this is the first fight which involved the police. Waaaah...What an afternoon.

As always,

~me

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Monday, June 11, 2007

SunNee

Sun…

Sun…

Sun…


Our future nurse! She may be small and cute but Don play play ah..!!! Don underestimate her…she will be the one with syringes and operates machines that help save ppl’s life. This gurl is strong and brave despite her cute looks. =P

SunNee will be leaving for KL on the week of my final exams. She will be pursuing her degree in nursing at Sedaya. So saddd…so soon! Will be missing another of my good fren. When she leaves, there will be only me and xin yi left in Kch. There used to be four sisters, 1 in KL and the oth 3 in KCH. Not long, there will be 2 over in KL and obviously us two in KCH. Nvm…at least still have one. Waaaaa…! Gonna miss u gal. no one to call me and talk over anything under the sun wid me anymo. So, we went out to have dinner together last nite. At bombastic. Place was packed. Never seen it so packed before. There were many people and the place was stuffy. Orders were taken but food came after about an hour plus waiting. Adrian was kinda pissed already and we were all hungry. Sun and Adrian ordered the same dish only wid diff sauce but sun’s food came first and Adrian had to wait for another 30 mins or more for his. No, wad we don get is why can’t they serve the same dish together? Sigh. Food tasted alright. Only the poor management during weekends when they are many ppl. Anywayz, after that we didn’t have any other place to go. Kch so small wad. Haha...so Adrian brought us all to BAko to see car racing. Lol. We didn’t get to see any racing but they were already nicely modified cars waiting there. Then we went to watch motorcycle racing. Sadly...there were not racing. Also waiting. Haha..but it was great. Really. Doing smth diff and visiting to other parts of Kch that I don normally go. Thanks for the nite gurlz! =) Oh before I forget sunnie dear, all the best to u in KL. Study hard. Do take good k of yourself. Gonna miss u gurl. I’ll keep u in my prayers.

*miSs Ya* HugZ ~


Among the food that we ordered that nite:

Fish with cheese baked rice



Do u think it looks like vanilla ice-cream with choc syrup..? haha..

it's mash potato. Their gravy was not bad too.




She is cute!! Just Gotta snap a shot wid her b4 she leaves ~ *miss ya*


Hoho...another pic of me & the cute one. taken last year



With luv,

~me

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Sunday, June 10, 2007

Beach Bash 2007

The beach bashers have returned. But….with no pictures for me to see..!!! Hmmph!! Ah Kai just told me that no one brought camera and usually woon yien would bring but she didn’t go yesterday, so no camera at all. Lol. What a reason..! Sighz. They left yesterday morning for camp permai. When I saw them in sch yesterday morning, Eko and Kai were trying to change my mind to go saying that I will stil have time to pack since my house is so near sch and the bus will only leave at 9. Siaw..! I went last year but didn’t go this year. I could still remember last year we were all thrown into the sea and salt water entered our mouths. Haha…all the guys’ fault. Everything was alright except the cabin we stayed. Kinda lousy and ours is especially dark. A bit scary lo. Then xinyi’s toe was bitten by a big ant when we were walking back to our cabin. Poor gal. Luckily it was not anything poisonous. Overall, we had a good time I believed except the condition of the cabin.

Xoxo

~me

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Thursday, June 07, 2007

Surprise, surprise...

Guess who showed up at my house last night?

Aileen….!!!

Come to think of it, she has left for about a year now to study in LA under the sports scholarship. Haha…this girl didn’t tell anyone she would be back not even her parents. She wanted to give everyone a surprise you see. She got Amanda to call me last nite when I was chatting wid Amanda over MSN. I found it funny when Amanda called asking me to walk toward my main door and look out. Lolx…who knows what she was up to? Actually, Aileen did sort of like mention she would be back few weeks ago on MSN but refused to say when, I just didn’t think it would be that fast. Hahazz…Anywayz, Aileen will be back for 12 weeks. Still got a long time to catch up wid her~

As Alwayz

~me

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Here Comes the Bride


What’s the hottest news now??? Did you guys hear..???

Our dear PM is getting married tomorrow..!! And I just knew about it. Sorry la, haven’t been in touch wid the papers or news. No wonder I see ppl in our open lab are downloading news and videos of Badawi when I was doing assignment there few days ago. I was kinda surprised that students were so into news about Badawi but who knows…it’s a hot issue that’s why! FYI, He will be marrying a widow with 2 daughters. My mom said it’s rather a pity as his wife has just passed away for about a year only and that he is marrying so soon. My mom thought of him as a noble, caring and nice man. She was also wondering and asked, “Are men able to carry on with their lives after the deaths of their wives w/o marrying? What say u ppl? Oh well…dunno how true its is but some sources said the bride to be is Endon’s brother’s wife. Some sort of like that. They are said to be related. Hmm… dunno la but sometimes what we see is not necessarily what we get right?

For more info, do check out news stands, TVs and the internet for pictures and more précised details.

-m.e-

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My lil’ sister when to watch POTC today. And guess how much it cost? 8 bucks and they were using Star 3. Whoa! That day I watched it for ten bucks and have to stand the stuffiness of Star 5 which was packed and full plus the very “pleasant” odours which were in fact surprisingly comfortable for the guy in front of us to doze off and SNORED loudly. Whoa..! he must be real tired then. Whoa!! So ‘kek tiok….!’ However, that nite was all about me and my darling gurlz chillin’ out after our tests. So, despite that, I had tons of fun.

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Huhuhu…~Anywayz, I just had ice-cream. Not just any ice-cream but Walls Selection Italian Gelato Range. My mom bought Tiramisu flavour but it’s actually vanilla ice-cream with tiramisu and chocolate flakes topping with coffee syrup beneath. Wuuhh….it’s heaven. My sis said this Italian Gelato is the latest range by Walls which has been out about a few months or so. For ice-cream lovers or those who feel like trying new flavours, this is it! Although it costs nearly 10 bucks per tub, it’s worth it. =P

With luv,

~me

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Swinburne

Btw, swinburne’s lift has started functioning today. Like other typical days, I didn’t bother to check the lift out and took the stairs. Not many people knew bout it so they were also happily climbing as its operations had been delayed due to insufficient power supply in da’ campus. Oh yeah...we get a lot of that. Be it black out in the mid of classes or the power supply goes off when u are happily doing your assignment and forget to save form time to time, u name it. Swinburne students have faced them all. Anywayz, when I was in sch this afternoon, Ah Lik told me that the elevator is better off not repaired. Haha…the indicator which shows the elevator’s status each floor went haywire and wasn’t working. Lol. And some even said the elevator got stuck and the door did not open and stuff like that. Mr. Omar even told Teresa to be careful when sing the lift causing her to be a lil’ paranoid after that and told us to accompany her. ). We were all so happy to hear bout the lift being able to function again (esp Teresa who was happily announcing it this morning) but already heard so many complaints during its first day of operation. SighZ. What are all these? I thought they spent lotsa money and time, OUR time for that matter (practically forcing us to do our daily ration of exercise).The saddest are those who have classes on the 8th floor and have to climb all the way up for only freaking 2 hours. Oh, that goes out to me too. And oh…some don’t dare to use the lift as they were afraid of getting stuck halfway between floors (which happened before) whereas some even told me, “Climb faster, after all we were already trained for nearly one whole sem.” Lolx..! Yeah…we were practically trained to climb since the beginning of the sem. One tip: If u scared of this and that or in a hurry, take the stairs. Trust me; they do make a great difference. If not, welcome to take the lift.

-m.e-

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Saturday, June 02, 2007



Had steamboat for dinner. It's the first time my family has ever done that. Hahahax...It was my mom's idea. Last week, suddenly she just suggested that we have steamboat as she didnt know what to cook for dinner and was kinda lazy to go out and eat. It turned out well although we were all feeling like we have just entered a steambath. Mom says we should do this more often when we are free. Yes mummy, i agree.


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Woke up today around 11am and went visiting. Haha...i ate lots of food today ranging from masak merah, satay, beef rendang, pansuh to cakes and cookies. Wah seh...so nice la. What i love most is the cakes, chocolate chip cookies and cheese sticks. Owh...so delicious~ My..! those are my fav! Yummy Yummie! Ate till so bloated and can hardly move. Lolx...ppl celebrate Gawai, i'm also having a feast. It's like as if im celebrating Gawai too. =p Oh, i love festive seasons and i especially love the variety of food !

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Went out with my girls for a drink last nite. It was kinda a last minute kinda thing as i just felt the urge to go out and chill. Yeah..very sudden i kno but not wrong rite? I just miss them and wanted to see them ma. Like that also kena ppl say.... =( Oh btw, we went to MANY MANY places last nite didnt we gurlz? and ended up at a so not expected place. hoho...i wouldnt wanna go into details. For details, u guys can ask them yourselves. Im sure they have plenty to share. Gals, just want u guys to know that though the place wasnt totally what we have in mind, but that few hours were great. It was good to just hang out and talk about practically everything under the sun like how we used to. Thanks for being in my lil' rush game last nite~

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Hugz & Kisses
~me